Hello all. I have been gone for awhile and won't make excuses why. All I know is I am back. I have decided to try and have my hernia surgery on June 1, 2010. That gives me 102 days to lose as much weight as I can. I need to lose 68 pounds to get to the weight that they said they wanted me at to operate. I don't know if that is reachable, but I am going to sure try. I think now that I have a date set, it will make it easier than when I said "someday". I went to see the doctor originally 28 months ago. I should have had the operation, recovered and lost another 50 pounds by now. I am right where I was 28 months ago. Actually I am 23 pounds less than I was when I originally weighed in that day in October 2007. It seems like yesterday...time sure does fly! This is the most important time in my life right now. Have the surgery, or accept myself for who I am. I am not ready to accept myself as a failure. Too many people are doubting me and I dont blame them one bit. I would be the same way if it was a friend or co-worker. I have to show them and most importantly myself that I CAN DO IT!!!!
Thanks for reading,
welcome back to those who missed me!
Scott
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